Disaat hati berlawanan dengan logika

pernahkah anda merasa lelah,, pusing atau bahkan merasa dibosankan oleh pikiran anda sendiri?
jika iya.. berarti kita sama! hehe..
layaknya manusia pada umunya.. saya pun terkadang merasa bosan untuk berdebat dengan hati saya sendiri.. berusaha memanage apa yang hati inginkan dan apa kenyataan dan logika yang ada.
apakah itu susah?.. BANGET.. yah.. lumayan deh susahnya huftt..
lantas gimana ya jalan keluarnya?..
hati itu unik,, terkadang apa yang dibilang hati adalah sebuah feeling yang benar adanya. tapi suatu saat.. emosi dihati malah bisa menjadi sebuah musibah besar yang kamu lakukan demi memenuhi keinginan hati..

well well wel...
cuma ada 1 jalan...
apa itu??....
kita cuma butuh untuk sabar, memikirkan lebih dalam apa yang hati dan logika hadapi,,
biarkan otakmu bekerja.. biarkan hatimu bersuara...
setelah itu.. coba diskusikan kepada Allah..
Ia yang Maha Mendengar dan Ia yang Maha Melihat..
coba keluarkan air matamu saat kau curahkan semua isi hatimu..
yakinlah.. yakinlahh.. dan yakinlah bahwa apa yang kau hadapi di esok hari merupakan awal yang baru dan tentu baik untuk hari esok,, masa depanmu..

tidakkah kamu merasa nyaman saat kamu dekat dengan-Nya?
tidakkah kamu merasa sangat berdosa saat kamu tahu bahwa melanggar hukum-nya adalah berdosa sedang kamu sendiri mengetahuinya dengan jelas?
tidakkah kamu merasa lelah jika sifatmu yang negative tidak diberi sesuatu yang possitive?

ya.. cuma ia yang maha kuasa yang mengetahui apa dibalik semua itu..
kita berbicara seperti ini bukanlah bermaksud  untuk menyayangkan apa yang telah ia takdirkan kepada kita, melainkan kita hanya berfikir positif untuk selalu menghadapi sesuatu yang negative.

semoga kita selalu diberkahi oleh Allah swt, diberi kemudahan disetiap langkah postive kita.. dan qobul hajat.
aamiin..

YOU ARE THE OCEAN

That day... the fisrt time i saw her sitting alone at the edge of the beach.
"her name?!!!" Oh i forgot to ask what her name is!! she looks good but not much beautiful. she was alone and held a piece of paper and a pen of course.and i... and i thought that she just spent her time to get fresh.

the day after that day, i flew away to find some worms.. i was very very very hungry.. but again.. i saw the same girl sitting in the same place and was completed by her tools. i thought.. "huh?! whatever.. i need to eat" and continued to flew over.

"huuuuhhhh......... finally!! thanks for today's food God!!.. i'm sooooooo fuulll"
(getting my place to get some sleep)
"is it morning already?"

I SE HER EVERYDAY.. I'M HUNGRY.. I FIND MY FOOD AND I SLEEP AGAIN WHEN I WAKE AT THE MORNING.
THE SAME THINGS ARE ALWAYS HAPPEN FOR A YEARS.

BUT, someday i went out and walked on the sand at the edge of the beach..
i found a piece of paper. the word is not clear enough but i could read it

it's the paper:
"oh.. you,, the ocean.. you are beautiful, you are amazing, you are everything for me.. everyday i shout.. i yell you. i told you that i love you much!! even... even... even it is just in the silence.. in my heart"

i was just shocked..
why?.. why she did it?
but i didn't get the question till i find her.

next day.. on the 368 days exactly..
just as usual, i saw her. BUT!! today i will asked what her name is..

at 6.30 PM..
i went out from my place.
AMAZING!!!! "now, i see why she sits there everytime,, it's beautiful outside"
"where.. where.. where the girl is?. oh! there you are"
(getting cloe by her)

i am : hey cuttie.. what'ur name?
she : hi dear.. i'm stone.
i am : what?!!!! do not kidding me!
she : yeas..i'm stone!
i am : ok.. ok.. whatever your name is.. i want to say that, i saw you right here for more than a hundred days. i thought that u are crazy and dont have any job. but now i uderstand that it's beauty looking the wave of the cean right from here. i should't keep my self inside. it's too much beauty to be passed.
she : haha.. yeah! you're right!. it's beauty. but those kinds aren't to be the reason why i'm sitting here.
i am: what?! again fooling me?
she: no.. no.. i'm just the lover.. i love the ocean. i know sometimes the wave of the storm disturbing its' beauty cz it's too much dangerous while it's sad.
i am: what are you talking about? i don't understand! and i have found a piece of a paper.sad saying written on it.
she : ohhh.. my!! you found it? yea.. it was the 80th days.. i was tired waiting for the ocean's love. i'm not like the girl who tell the feelings bravely. so everytime i sit here.. i bring my diary and single pen,, then i write all of my feelings. it's all in silence.  you know why i sit here everyday?..
i am: no, of course not!
She : i am stone.. it's just freaking word which is same with me. my name is Gina, i cant do anything but watching my love.. the ocean. i'm not brave to say that "i love you.. i miss you.. i need you". that's why i sit here.. i never brave to say it. because everytime i want to say.. unclear the wind whispers me that "the ocean is too big for you to be reached.. too nice.. too dangerous.. too hard and much impossible to be yours".
i am : no.. maybe the wind lies..
she : no.. the wind is right. i can't do anything. all i love to do is watching the ocean right here.. without thouching its' part. you see?!!
i am : what?
she : see.. the ocean is happy with the beauty golden shine while sunny and the rainbow when rainy. so why i'm supposed to be its' special thing?!
i am: haha.. nooo you've done it for hundered days.. you should reach everything that u have waitted for long. i knew.. your love isn't know what you feel?
she: i've tried to whispers the wind.. i said "please... tell the ocean that i like you" and the sand of this beach is the witness.
i am: so.. try again!! you need to try again!
she : no.. i can see the situation of the discussion between the wind and the ocean. i can see that the ocean is busy with its business. busy with its' fishes which are accompanied it everytime. busy of kissing with the wave.. busy of everything and never let me in. sooooo levae me. just let me right here.. alone.. till i'm getting much bored and leave this place by the God's way
i am: so.. what should i say?
she : nothing.. and leave me alone,


i never understand what she thinks?..
of course it's impossible to her to be the ocean's special thing.
both are very different! haha she is getting crazy
i am so sleepy..
but before i get sleep..
i told my self " i do not know she going to be.. to have or anything.. i'm so sorry for the girl.. for Gina.. but life is in God's hands. sooooo (hooamzzz) so.... just let see what the next story.. dunno how i will find the next story"
ok i am sleepy..
Gnite Gina,, Gnite Ooo...ooo...oo...cean..

hoammmmmm *snoring already"

orat oret cinta

Cinta..
5 butir huruf yang mampu menghipnotis pendengarnya..
seketika muncul dalam benak...
setiap orang pasti memiliki kesimpulan dalam alur ceritanya yang mungkin berkelok bahkan complicated..
atau mungkin ada yang langsung tersenyum bagai mendapat hadiah terindah di dihidupnya.

cinta..
apakah cinta hanyalah sebuah kata-kata yang terselip di sebuah cerita dongeng?
tidakkah cinta itu benar adanya?
jika iya.. bisakah kamu memberiku sebuah bukti?
jika tidak.. mengapa banyak orang yang berfikir akan hal yang sama?

cinta...
tak sanggup ku melukiskan apa itu cinta
cinta itu abstrak bagiku
tak berbentuk
tak terlihat
tak berbau
atau memang tak ada?

cinta..
tak faham aku akan dirimu?
bagiku, cinta hanyalah kepada Allah dan keluarga

cinta..
tak faham aku akan dirimu?
bagiku, begitu sulit bagiku tuk memaknai akan dirimu "yang lain"

oh cintaa..
beri aku sebuah jawaban
hanya sebuah jawaban..
oh cinta..
mari kita saksikan apa yang mereka tahu akan tentang dirimu!
oh cinta..
mari kita saksikan siapa yang paling mengerti akan dirimu!

entahlah..
cinta kau memang abstrak bagiku..
telah lelah diriku mengartikan dirimu..
khawatir akan dirimu cinta...
apakah kau benar tersedia di permukaan bumi ini bagiku?... cinta?..

PACAR VS ORANG TUA

Assalammu'alaikum sahabatku yang ku cintai..

kembali lagi hari ini aku ingin mengutarakan perasaanku, unek-unekku atau sesuatu yang ada di hatiku di dalam blog ini.

awalnya aku memang merasa aneh, kenapa? sebab, dulu jika aku ingin mengutarakan sesuatu, aku biasa menulisnya di dalam diary ku dan ku tutup rapat diaryku agar tak satu orangpun dapat melihat atau membacanya, namun sekarang, aku malah justru menulisnya di dalam bblogku dan ku posting ke masyarakat umum hingga semua orang dapat melihatnya.. tapi gpp lah haha... yang penting hatiku legaaaaaa...

well... kali ini aku ingin membahas tentang PACAR VS ORANGTUA MU..

sebelum membahas lebih dalam, mari kita cari informasi pengertiannya masing-masing.

PACAR adalah teman lawan jenis yg tetap dan mempunyai hubungan berdasarkan cinta kasih; atau singkat saja TEMAN SPESIAL

sedangkan, ORANGTUA adalah adalah ayah dan/atau ibu dari seorang anak, baik melalui hubungan biologis maupun sosial.

nah kalau VERSUS  adalah lawan.

finally udah tau kan pengertian dari masing-masing kata tersebut.. sekarang langsung aja ke pembahasan. check it out!!

sobatku, kenapa aku ingin curhat tentang masalah ini, karena aku sudah merasa bosan melihat 'kejadian ini', dimanapun aku berada.

coba deh mari kita renungkan... sikap-sikap seorang anak kepada orang tua seharusnya:

1. Mentaati apa kata orang tua (yang positif)

2. Menghormatinya

3. Menyayanginya

4. Membantunya

5. Perduli kepadanya

6. Mendo'akan mereka

7. Menjaga perasaan mereka.

ketujuh point diatas itu contoh sikap yang seharusnya anak lakukan kepada orang tuanya.. meski memang sulit sekali tuk melaksanakan semua point diatas.

sekarang mari kita tengok ke kanan, kiri, depan, belakang, ngalur, ngidul dan samping kalian, mari kita lihat REALITAnya, bagi kalian yang punya temen/sahabat/kakak/adik/sepupu/keponakan atau siapalah itu orangnya.. mengapa saya meninta sobat tuk memperhatikan mereka?

SEBAB..... saya suka bingung dengan sebagian dari mereka yang sudah memiliki pasangan baik sah atau belum. Saat saya perhatikan, bulu kuduk saya jadi merinding!!.. sering kali saya lihat mereka yang memiliki pasangan justru malah melaksanakan ketujuh point diatas kepada pasangannya, bukan dengan orang tuanya!!..

temen-temen tau kan film "Kita Nikah Yuk" yang dibintangi oleh Naysila Mirdad, Ringgo Agus Rahman dan beberapa artist lainnya, kalau kamu udah pernah nonton tuh film, kamu pasti tau kan Ringgo bereran sebagai siapa?,, yups!!! Beliau berperan sebagai "mas wasit". nah.... liat deh di beberapa episodenya, ibu mas wasit menangis karena sakit hati terhadap anaknya si wasit yang lebih "betah" nemenin si Mawar (Naysila) dan ibunya mawar.. apapun yang dipinta mereka pasti diusahakan, meski itu dalam keadaan hurry. 

Kisah itu film nyata bgt lho temen-temen!!.. seringkali ku lihat sebagian mereka yang memiliki pasangan justru lebih peduli, tunduk, dan lebih menjaga perasaan pasangan mereka dari pada orang tua mereka sendiri!. Naudzubillah ya.. jangan sampai kita kaya gitu..

di deket rumah juga sering kulihat kejadian seperti itu, saat ku lihat wajah sang ibu, sungguh tersayat hati ini.. betapa tidak!!.. sang ibu sering melontarkan perasaannya kepadaku dan terkadang hampir mengeluarkan air matanya.. 

Ya Allah... Ya Rahman.. ngeri aku lihat kejadian ini!!..

jangan sampai kita lebih perhatian, perduli atau lebih sayang kepada pasangan kita dibanding ke orang tua kita sendiri ya kawan, khususnya yang belum sah!.. jika kalian sudah terlanjur berbuat seperti itu, ayo segera berubah!. kalian gak tau kan berapa kali ibu kalian menangis karena kamu?!... mesi kamu lihat sosok ibumu tegar dan seolah tak masalah dengan keadaanmu seperti itu, tapi sadarlah.. jauh dilubuk hati ibumu, beliau menjerit dan mnyesal.

coba renungkan, 

berapa kali kalian menolak permohonan ibumu, dan berapa sering kalian menolak permintaan pasanganmu?

berapa kali kalian membantu orang tua mu, dan berapa serign kalian membantu orang tua pasanganmu?

berapa kali kalian meluangkan waktu tuk orangtua mu hanya tuk sekedar canda tawa, dan berapa sering kamu menghabiskan waktumu bersama pasanganmu?

berapa kali kalian berkata "tar dulu/nanti/entar/" saat orangtua mu meminta bantuanmu dan berapa sering kalian berkata seperti itu disaat pasanganmu meminta pertolonganmu?

berapa kali kalian berkata "sini mah, pah saya buatkan teh soalnya kalian sangat capek habis mencari nafkah untuk aku dan keluarga ini" dan berapa sering kalian berkata "ayo.. aku beliin sesuatu nih buat kamu biar kamu seneng" ke pasanganmu?

berapa kali kalian bertanya "papah, mamah,.. mau kemana?.. kita jalan-jalan yuk biar gak jenuh dengan rutinitas" dan berapa sering kalian berkata "sayang... kamu mau kemana?,jalan-jalan yuk"?

kadang orangtua mu sangat-sangat membutuhkan bantuanmu, namun dengan santai kamu menolaknya, tapi gimana kejadiannya, jika yang minta tolong itu pasanganmu?, atau orang tua pasanganmu? yak silahkan dijawab sendiri :p

itu adalah contoh pertanyaan yang sering timbul di hatiku saat aku melihat kejadian yang tepat didepan mataku.

well.. ini bukan berarti aku nyeramahin atau sok pinter,  setiap kata yang aku tulis itu tulus jeritan hatiku.

semoga kita semua tehindar dari sifat buruk ini.. aamiin :)

I DON'T FORGET ABOUT US..

That night...

yet still i remember that night..

the night that can't i forget about,

still... still i remember the days before that night 

yet still i trying to finish the book

even though the stories were ended

you... you are the ghost who coming to me at the night

you.. you are the scariest one for me cz you have made me mad

you.. you are rough yet still you are the best

away.. you are going away

though i know you will say: "you do"

but... still you are the best memories

i don't foget about us

even you are trying to

i don't make any space between us

even you are pointing me to

i'm better when i'm good

i'm the worst when i'm not good

but, i hope you will always be better and better even best 

i'm praying for you... 

WISH YOU WERE HERE..

[Verse 1:]
I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you
It's not like that at all
There's a girl
That gives a shit
Behind this wall
You just walked through it

[Pre-Chorus:]
And I remember all those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[Chorus:]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
Near, near, near
I wish you were here.

[Verse 2:]
I love
The way you are
It's who I am
Don't have to try hard
We always say
Say it like it is
And the truth
Is that I really mi-I-iss

[Pre-Chorus:]
All those crazy things you said (things you said)
You left them running through my head (through my head)
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did (things we did)
Didn't think about it, just went with it (went with it)
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[Chorus:]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
Near, near, near
I wish you were here.

[Bridge:]
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go

(Let go, oh, oh)

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go

(Let go let go let go let go let go let go let go)

[Chorus:]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, here, here
I wish you were here (I wish you were here)
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
Near, near, near
I wish you were here.

Damn, Damn, Damn (Damn)
What I'd do to have you
Here, here, here (Here)
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
Near, near, near
I wish you were here.

I STILL MISS SOMEONE..

Outside my door...the rain is falling
A cold, wild wind will come
Well there's someone for me...somewhere
But I still miss that one

No, I never got over those blue eyes
I see them...everywhere...
And I miss...those arms that held me
Baby, when all the love was there

Well I wonder...if he's sorry
For ending what we had begun
Well there's someone...someone for me somewhere
Baby, well I still miss someone

And I never got over those blue eyes
I see them...everywhere...
And I miss...those arms that held me
Ooh baby, when all the love was there

And I never got over those blue eyes
I see them...everywhere...
And I miss...those arms that held me
Baby, when all the love was there
Baby, when all the love was there
Baby, when all the love was there...

baby.. listen to me

hey baby listen to me carefully

come and sit beside me

i’ll tell you everything about me

hi honey listen to me carefully

age is just a number

it won’t be any trouble at all

stay stay with me

i will be your best friend

i will be your guiding light

stay stay with me

i will be your lover

i will be your everything

hi honey listen to me carefully

for all the things that matters

only you can take my golden heart

what if :'(

What if.....  I give you my smile

Are you gonna stay for a while

What if I put you in my dreams tonight

Are you gonna stay until it's bright

What if .... I give you my story

Are you gonna listen to me

What if I give you my heart

Are we never gonna be apart

Come on baby try harder

Come on baby light my fire

Come on baby be mine

'Cause you're the one I wanted to be

What if .... I do ignore you

Will you just walk away and cry

What if I did disappoint you

Are you gonna say goodbye

Come on baby try harder

Come on baby light my fire

Come on baby be mine

'Cause you're the one I wanted to be

What if I try to catch flying snitch

Are you gonna come with me

What if I give you my song

Are we gonna sing along

Come on baby try harder

Come on baby light my fire

Come on baby be mine

'Cause you're the one I wanted to be

What if you leave me right here

I'm right here and waiting for you

on the night like this

On the night like this

There's so many things I want to tell you

On the night like this

There's so many things I want to show you

Cause when you're around

I feel safe and warm

Cause When you're around

I can fall in love every day

In the case like this

There are a thousand good reasons

I want you to stay...

the object of my affection

life would be sweeter

if I just knew things better

so why did I get slammed by the door

should I look for another

or should I choose the other man

things may turn out differently

if we can't be together

I think I can't be bothered

but why do I keep thinking of you

I never wanted this to happen

but it feels like I'm in heaven or hell

every time you are near

you're the object of my affection

I'm longing for your attention

you're the one that I've been clinging to

you're eyes are filled with passion

is this just a physical reaction?

who cares

I think that we're meant to be

poempoem :)

when the heart is restless

thousands of doubt come

starting to missing

if  i could read what u think

by my hope's wings which wanna fly away

let the sky nervous

leaves falling down

but, your love rises such a star

that is much bright, shining my heart

if i could tell u my feeling

till u believe 

i will give you all of my love

the love which comes from the deepest of my heart

if i could tell u my feeling

till u believe

i will give u all of my love

forever... forever..

flaying without wings...

Everybody's looking for a something
One thing that makes it all complete
You'll find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be

Some find it in the face of their children
Some find it in their lover's eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

Some find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You'll find it in the words of others
A simple line can make you laugh or cry

You'll find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much it means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings

So, impossible as it may seem
You've got to fight for every dream
‘Cause who's to know which one you let go
Would have made you complete

Well, for me it's waking up beside you
To watch the sunrise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
At any given time or place

It's little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
And it's like flying without wings
‘Cause you're my special thing
I'm flying without wings

And you're the place my life begins
And you'll be where it ends

I'm flying without wings
And that's the joy you bring
I'm flying without wings

love and life

hei friends, in this posting i just wanna share about lif and love,
as you know before, life is never flat. you may be down, much down, or almost down, but also you may be high, so high or almost high. everything always change as an hour changes.
whatever we have passed in our life, we should say Alhamdulillah because our past is never bad and we shouldn't regret it. we can't be in today without the past.
about love, everyone needs love, life needs love and whatever we do almost needs love.
love to Allah, prophet Muhammad SAW, parents, family, sis and bro, friends, animal, things, and someone else.... you can guess whom is that :P hehe
i was feeling so high when i found love, actually when we spent our time by our special one by our side :) feels so crazy of course.. we can forget our burden, we can forget our problem. and all we do only wanna by our one's side :)
when we are close enough by "love" of course we are happy, but you know how we feel when our one's can't stay for longer by our side?!. urrrghh... feels so hurt  :/
mostly when you told ur one's to stay for longer, but you get this words "sorry, i can't"
then.. what you would say?... of course you can't receive it.
but... all i wanna say.. you must be strong, you could strong and you need to support ur one's plan that is maybe the reason why ur one can't stay for longer by your side.

then, how could you face the future without ur one?..
haha, you can!!! whatever ur one's reason is, you have to pray that hope ur one's plans could be succes. aamiin..
of course you are missing ur one, but actually, you just need TIME to be able passing the day without ur one.
second by second, minutes by minutes, hour by hour, day by day, week by week.. you will be able. insya Allah :)

then what to do when you are missing ur one?.. keep busy! that's the best way. you will be focus by ur work so... slowly you will be able to pass the time without ur one.

now, let's see what the future brings, we never know what we would be, what we could be and what we could get.. just pray for ur one's and urself to be succes. aamiin :)

hope my one's life would be succes as he wants :) aamiin
all i can do is just support you :)

coretan hari ini..

kadang aku merasa tertipu deh sama film-film islami yang bisa dikatakan "bagus dan mengungkap rahasia-rahasia islam yang menakjubkan baik dari sejarah ataupun keindahannya" baik di sinetron atau bioskop,

sesaat aku berkata "subhanallah,, indah bgt ni film" dan kembali menantikan episode-episode selanjutnya atau film part ke-2nya di bioskop. 

seiring berjalannya waktu.. aku merasa tertipu?. kenapa?.. sebab yang aku lihat, artist pemeran difilm itu pakaiannya indah sekali, menutup aurat dan terlihat nyaman, tapi pas melihat si pemeran itu sedang menjadi icon di salah satu iklan di televisi, pakaiannya jaaauuuuuh dari apa yang ia pakai di film itu. huuf..
aku mengerti, itu hanya film.. siapapun bisa menjadi seperti itu, siapapun bisa menjadi sosok yang sama sekali bukan dirinya,, namanya juga peran yeaa kan?!.
tapi pertanyan saya, kenapa produser film-film islami itu tidak menarik aritst-artist yang memang sudah istiqomah menjaga pakaiannya aja yak?.. hehehe..
hmmm.... bercermin ke diri saya sendiri.. saya sadar kok jika saya sendiripun belum sempurna berpakaiannya, tapi setidaknya sedikit-sedikit saya menuju proses perbaikkan  aamiin

pengalaman seorang wartawan di Ghaza

kumelihat pengalaman wartawan yang pernah pergi ke Gaza, dan inilah yang ia ceritakan.

betapa Subhanallahnya PALESTINE dan warga negaranya.. 
Palestine, sebuah negara yang jarang sekali mamiliki kehidupan yang kondusif namun memiliki tingkat buta huruf 4,1% dan tingkat kriminalitas 0%. 
Betapa sabarnya mereka karena, kebutuhan2 pokok mereka, dipaksa dipasok dari israel yang jelas2 negara tersebut merupakan negara yg sangat menggangu dan mengancam Negara Palestine, sehingga mau tak mau mereka harus membeli tuk memenuhi kebutuhan pokok mereka, dan uang yang beredarpun mayoritas uang israel, yaitu Shekel..
Begitupula kisah seorang nelayan disana yang sedang mencari ikan di wilayah mediteranian.. separuh takut mereka melayan karena wilayah tersebut dikuasai oleh israel, dan betapa tabahnya mereka, sebab ikan yang mereka dapat itu sangatlah kecil.. (sebesar ikan teri) .
Wartawan itu bertanya, "bagaimana anda bisa bertahan dengan makanan ini bahkan seekor kucingpun enggan tuk memakannya?" dengan sedikit emosi bapak nelayan itu menjawab "jika kami tidak mau makan ini, lalu apalagi yang dapat kami makan untuk jenis ikan2an?.. ikan ini tidak dapat dijual karenan memang kondisi ikan yang buruk,jadi ikan ini hanya untuk konsumsi sendiri".
Dan Anda tahu bagaimana orang Palestina mengonsumsi Ikan BESAR SEHAT dan SEGAR layaknya di negara kita ini?
mereka hanya memiliki 1 cara, yaitu membeli di restaurant dengan harga kurang lebih 30 Shekel atau Rp 300,000 untuk 1 ekor ikan. mengapa begitu mahal?.. sebab ikan tersebut merupakan ikan import, sebab mereka sendiri tak mampu mendapatkan ikan segar seperti di Negara Indonesia kita ini.. subhanallah.. begitu sabarnya warga palestine..sepatutnya kita bersyukur atas subur, damai dan nyamannya negara kita ini. astaghfirullah..

Semoga kondisi disana segera membaik dan kehidupan mereka kembali normal. aamiin.

Allahuman Shur Mujaahidiin Fii Ghaza
Allahuman Shur Mujaahidiin Fii Ghaza
Allahuman Shur Mujaahidiin Fii Ghaza

muslims in minor..

berdasarkan pengalaman saya yang sempat dekat dengan beberapa muslim dan muslimah di luar negeri yang memang posisi mereka adalah minoritas. saya ingin bercerita tentang muslim di singapore, autralia, jepang dan italy. mereka berkata "saya jarang mendengar kumandang adzan disini". Miris hati ini mendengar berita tersebut, dan disaat ku bertanya "don't you go to the mashjid to shalat tarawih?" (kamu gak pergi ke mesjid buat tarawih?) and apa yang mereka katakan?.. "i don''t know where the mashjid is" ( saya gak tau disini tuh mesjidnya dimana?).. masya allah.. saya tidak dapat membayangkan bagaimana jika posisi mereka berada di saya. Saya berfikir.. "SUBHANALLAH SEKALI YAK UKHUWAH ISLAMIAH di saat kita menjadi minor", mengapa saya berfikir demikian... sebab selepas ba'da Subuh hari ini, saya melihat bagaimana muslim di Jepang harus melawan arus kebiasaan barat dengan mau tak mau harus MELEPAS hijabnya kembali di tempat-tempat umum. masyarakat Jepang cukup khawatir dengan keberadaan muslim disekitar mereka. sebab, mereka berfikir bahwa islam adalah "TERORIS" yang akan membom atau mengancam jiwa mereka. masya allah, dan bagaimana mereka harus mendukung 1 sama lain demi akidah mereka. dan perlu anda ketahui, tidak itu saja yag mereka hadapi, disaat Allah mencabut nyawa mereka pun, Muslim di Jepang harus menanggung beban kembali, dimana harga pemakaman di jepang sangatlah mahal. anda tahu berapa harga sebuah pemakaman disana..? harganya adalah 150 Juta rupiah umtuk 1 makam, dan belum lagi sewa tanah yang setiap bulannya bersikar 2 Juta rupiah. Hal ini dikarenakan masyarakat Jepang biasa membakar jazad manusia yang telah meninggal. 1 lagi, di singapore.. warga muslim disana cukup sulit menemukan mashjid.. mereka pun berbuka puasa hanya dengan mengandalkan "jadwal imsyakiyah" disaat kita disini hanya tinggal mendegar adzan, sebab mashjid disini sangatlah banyak. namun mereka?!.. Subhanallah yang dapat saya katakan untuk mereka para muslim yang berada di kalangan minor. mereka mau tidak mau melaawan kebiasaan mereka yang non-muslim dan bagaimana mereka harus tetap berada di jalan Allah meski cobaan dan rintangan eksternal terus menghadang. so.. sudah sepatutnya kita bersyukur, sebab kita masih memiliki kebebasan dan kemudahan dalam melaksanakan kegiatan ibadah kita, mashjid dimana-mana, bahkan di suermarket sekalipun, shalawat dikumandangkan dimana-mana meski para pemberontak non islam masih sedang sibuk berusaha agar shalawat tidak berkumandang, let's say.. ALHAMDULILLAH :)

hope

my condition now.. it feels much hurt when someone had some promises but they forgot their promises. mostly i got it. while i have a promise i'll try to full it but, hmmm.... i dunno what they think about. they dunno that those promises are something that i expected much to happen. :'( so... it's not something awkward for me if i fail to get what i want from those promise jst because of someone. okay..... just follow the quotes above!

poem for someone.... huhu :)

hey babe.. i'm just a weak girl like a cotton in wrong place soft, small but easy gets dissolved i'm standing alone screaming out looking for any light i'm sad, alone and scared step by step i moved a lot suddenly i saw a nice light there you are.. hardly i can see cause you just so far i tried to get close and closer imagine that u seems like a moon i'm staring at you for a long but, suddenly you lost hey babe.. when the sun goes down i'm thinking about you should i tell it to the stars, world and sun??? no... i shouldn't i know again.. the darkness and loneliness comes to me hurt and pain are only my friends i'm still thinking about that light which lost hey babe.. in the darkness of the night that light comes for second and get close to me i asked.. what are you exactly? and it said "i'm your light" i will always give u any shine bright when the darkness comes to you my heart says.. how nice you are.. your light shining me when the darkness comes it's beautiful.. just like the moon shining the world in the darkness of a night well done!. that's a poem for someone. i know it's not as beauty as a best poem. But, it's good enough i think. haha

crazy question of a girl

questions which sometimes comes in girls' mind when they are in love. 1st... baby.. are you happy with me? 2nd... baby.. what do you think about me? 3rd... baby.. do u think about me in every single day? 4th... baby.. do you miss me like i do? 5th... baby.. why do you love me? 6th... baby.. what do you think about a perfect girl? 7th... baby.. tell me how to be a perfect girl in your eyes :) 8th... baby.. tell me about some bad things on me which makes u bored of me :) 9th... baby.. tell me about some good things on me which u like most. 10th.. baby.. think! what reason that makes u go away from me. 11th.. baby.. if i cry in front of you. what will you do? 12th.. baby.. think! if u see me dating with another boy, what u will do in that spot? 13th.. baby.. if i died.. what u will do?.. 14th.. baby.. how many times u had a relationship before me? 15th.. baby.. what do you think about a mom? are you ready to ask those to your bf?.. hihi :)

The Story of Love

Four Burning Candles by STEPHEN on MARCH 22, 2014 · 16 COMMENTS in INSPIRATIONAL STORIES In a room there were four candles burning. The ambiance was so soft you could hear them talking. The first one said, “I am PEACE, however nobody can keep me lit. I believe I will go out.” It’s flame rapidly diminishes and goes out completely. The second one says, “I am FAITH. Most of all I am no longer indispensable, so it does not make any sense that I stay lit any longer.” When it finished talking a breeze softly blew on it putting it out. Sadly, the third candle spoke in its turn. “I am LOVE. I have not gotten the strength to stay lit. People put me aside and don’t understand my importance. They even forget to love those who are nearest to them.” And waiting no longer it goes out. Suddenly a child entered the room and saw three candles not burning. “Why are you not burning you are supposed to stay lit till the end.” Saying this the child began to cry. Then the fourth candle said, “Don’t be afraid, while I am still burning we can re-light the other candles, I am HOPE.” With shining eyes, the child took the candle of Hope and lit the other candles. The flame of Hope should never go out from our life and that each of us can maintain HOPE, FAITH, PEACE and LOVE. Author Unknown